Finding cannabis again after taking time off to have babies has been a Godsend for me. It hits different this time around. Before, I was in college, young, wild, free, not a care in the world- I didn’t even care if I made it to class on time if at all. Now I have businesses, babies, bills, all the things. Life is hard, ya know. It’s super full of all the things we HAVE to do, but how many things do we WANT to do? The lesser cannabinoids like delta 8 and delta 10 have put a very pleasant veil over my days and nights. The same noises and constant motions and constant stressors that once drive me insane are now easily filtered and processed, because cannabis slows my wild ADHD brain down enough to sort through stimuli. The sounds that once swirled together in a big deafening mass are now placed in their own little compartments and I can THINK. All of this makes me a much better parent. The problem I was running into previous to finding weed again was that my kiddos, my tiny babies, who can’t help but be loud and crazy, were a giant source of stress for me. Your babies are supposed to be your source of love and joy! I am so happy I can enjoy my girls in the way they deserve to be enjoyed and cherished. We have so much fun together. We sing, dance, cook, do endless crafts and art projects, fly kites, go to the beach, play music, we just ENJOY LIFE TOGETHER. More on my mental health issues later but I cannot credit cannabis enough for my comeback. I was teetering on the edge of not being here anymore for a long time. Viva La Delta!
Finding cannabis again after taking time off to have babies has been a Godsend for me. It hits different this time around. Before, I was in college, young, wild, free, not a care in the world- I didn’t even care if I made it to class on time if at all. Now I have businesses, babies, bills, all the things. Life is hard, ya know. It’s super full of all the things we HAVE to do, but how many things do we WANT to do? The lesser cannabinoids like delta 8 and delta 10 have put a very pleasant veil over my days and nights. The same noises and constant motions and constant stressors that once drive me insane are now easily filtered and processed, because cannabis slows my wild ADHD brain down enough to sort through stimuli. The sounds that once swirled together in a big deafening mass are now placed in their own little compartments and I can THINK. All of this makes me a much better parent. The problem I was running into previous to finding weed again was that my kiddos, my tiny babies, who can’t help but be loud and crazy, were a giant source of stress for me. Your babies are supposed to be your source of love and joy! I am so happy I can enjoy my girls in the way they deserve to be enjoyed and cherished. We have so much fun together. We sing, dance, cook, do endless crafts and art projects, fly kites, go to the beach, play music, we just ENJOY LIFE TOGETHER. More on my mental health issues later but I cannot credit cannabis enough for my comeback. I was teetering on the edge of not being here anymore for a long time. Viva La Delta!